The shine of the moon
kisses my mouth,
dissolves and brings a burn to melt
my tongue, my bite, my voice, my hunger
and midnight swallows me
as a ghost snores beneath my blanket.
The shine of the moon
carries an ocean to my gullet
and lifts the tide to launder and sink
my vigor.
Waves of midnight crash
and cross the shoreline.
Yet we are still mid-murk
and I am still in midnight’s girth
and the shine of the moon
heeds your stygian plunder
and indicts your planned consumption.
You become a wolf in moonlight.
You become hungry howl.
You become the teeth of voice.
I become prey.
I become broken whimper.
I become undressed fossil.
My ribs become some
plaything between your teeth.
My flesh becomes
maimed hunt.
My body becomes
hollow feast.
My resistance becomes
game of fetch.
You pull blood from my center,
pull decision from my opposition,
pull my shirt until it rips,
pull my body until tires,
pull the tide back to push.
Your fecal claws— sharp and sober—
anchor my retreat— soft and drunk
Your fecal claws
are clasw I will feel every time
someone reaches for me.
Every pursuit, every midnight,
every lover I have loved since you
has looked like a wolf at least once.
Damn you
for turning lovers into wolves,
turning love into bite,
turning touch into stain,
turning moonlight to menace,
turning me to product of pillage.
You bury my bones
and I become a fossil,
this bed becomes a grave,
and the shine of the moon becomes
a eulogy.
You blame it on the moonshine.
Yet your kiss is dry
while my mouth is drowned.
Your bite is sober
while my voice is swallowed.
Your will is free and malicious
while my choice is stolen.
Waves of midnight cross this shoreline to
a tombstone memory
written in sand
at the edge of dirty fingertips.
But still not enough
to wash away the wounds,
not enough to flood the grief,
not enough to drown the memory.
You blame it on the moonshine.
Don’t tell me the moon confuses you.
Even the ocean knows when to stop.
-Iris